For another past, Another door oppened

Well..
Seems like yesterday that i've forgotten about the past..
One door that have been sealed..
and another one is opening..

It doesn't matter anyway..
Now i have a road..
My road..
Just me..

It's true a bout a saying that the past will haunt you down..
and it did..
many times..
countless.. endless...
it's a payment that i have to give..
even tough it still pains me to say..
that i don't need those no more..

But i can't put this problems aside..
i have to face it..
i had to face it..
'cause no one will end this but me..

even tough it'll take 3 years to fix it..
4 years to end it..
so what..
i wanted it to end..
not like this.. but with a better way..

you may say that i have changed..
maybe it's true..
to see the world with it's true colors..
to see the truth behind the lies..
it takes guts, maturity, and conspiracy
well..
I'm getting wiser..
it's one step behind maturity..
but its another way of conspiracy..

Majestic Aura

Okay guys...

Do all of you believe in god?
Do all of you believe in presence of something unseen by this eyes?

if you answer no to one of these answer that means you're not really believe in god.
god created everything in this world, and even in this universe.
if you doesn't believe to something like ghost or demon that means you doesn't believe to something that god created. In other word your way of thinking is unacceptable to deny the existence of that kind of creature.

Maybe it's best for us not to involve with those creature.
But they exist..
Like the way we are...

so..

Be Aware...

Yesterday, Today, and Tomorow

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a heart for a heart, a pain for a love.

when there's a light, there must be a darkness
when there's a life, there must be a death
when there's a love, there must be a pain.

this is life we've been living
this is a curse that we have to suffer
and this is a bless that we must be grateful for.

my life is like a legend
most of them are true, and some of them are gossips
i love this life, it has pain, it has love, it has loneliness
but that's okay
even tough i wanted to end my life
and even tough i could keep smiling all day
it's not something that i want it to end
it's not something that i love either
it's just me.

all those things that has already happened
and the things that i hope will happen
its just another part of my legend
all those things that they said about me
and the things that i did
is not the best option that i choose
but what can i do now ?
it's already passed away.
it's like a sunk cost in macroeconomics.
but still, i just wish
i could've done something that better that this
once again, like i said
it's no use to cry over spilled milk.

so
lets keep smiling
keep happy
'cause the world
will be a better place
for you
and me.

Mon, 23 November 2009 (in the name of passion)

a soft susurrus of wind

well.. first thing first..

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kenapa??
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ok ok.. gini..
perkenalan..
gw Adit
gw Raha
gw Sae

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haha..
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intinya....
gw sma kayak kalian semua...
just a man..
trying to live in this life..

my last blog is
http://saenomonogatari.blogspot.com/
kalian boleh ngecek itu..
ada beberapa post disitu..
ga penting sih..
cuma ya silahkan di cek..

Yak.. Let's start... The Wind's Tale..
Kisah hidup gw..
Yang begitu... ^^