For another past, Another door oppened

Well..
Seems like yesterday that i've forgotten about the past..
One door that have been sealed..
and another one is opening..

It doesn't matter anyway..
Now i have a road..
My road..
Just me..

It's true a bout a saying that the past will haunt you down..
and it did..
many times..
countless.. endless...
it's a payment that i have to give..
even tough it still pains me to say..
that i don't need those no more..

But i can't put this problems aside..
i have to face it..
i had to face it..
'cause no one will end this but me..

even tough it'll take 3 years to fix it..
4 years to end it..
so what..
i wanted it to end..
not like this.. but with a better way..

you may say that i have changed..
maybe it's true..
to see the world with it's true colors..
to see the truth behind the lies..
it takes guts, maturity, and conspiracy
well..
I'm getting wiser..
it's one step behind maturity..
but its another way of conspiracy..